Cards face down, meaning you don’t want to look at it. They read:
A relationship with a female air sign (Aquarius, Libra, or Gemini), who you felt had opportunities and could give you a lot of opportunities, strength, money, etc., deceived you. She either did or said something to upset you and create chaos in your life, and you now find it difficult to let other people in and to trust. Was the universe trying to tell you something with this situation? Were you being too trusting, emotional, or vulnerable? It is important to think back and take ownership of your faults in the situation instead of staying angry and the other person. Otherwise, you are killing any opportunities for a positive relationship with anybody else.
Cards face down, meaning it’s something in the subconscious that you need to let go of. The 9 of Pentacles and the 10 of Cups tell us that you feel you always need to be accomplishing things in order to make your family happy. You must realize that you can have happiness without having major accomplishments, just as you can have major accomplishments without having happiness. Go back to the time in your life where someone convinced you that you need to be at a certain place in your life before your family can be happy and realize that this is not true.
The 8 of Swords. This card tells us that you are feeling powerless, trapped, restricted, and like you can’t move on. You don’t know what to do about it. You don’t want to take a risk or move forward because where you’re at in life isn’t that bad. Life is a balance. If you are feeling powerless in one area, make some adjustments in another area and it should help to balance out the energy in your life.