You are reinventing yourself, and part of doing that means examining old behaviors, habits, and disappointments from the past as they rise to the light of consciousness to be released. You may be feeling restless right now, and that feeling is a good sign, because it means your soul is pushing you into your next evolutionary stage. May is going to be all about reinvention, rebirth, and the fulfillment of goals. Enjoy the process! You are supported and loved every step of the way.
With Love and Spring Blessings,